Fire Blaze Wet and Drywood Starry Sky Evening

By 露 西

I created a nature painting that signify burning all my trauma and mental scars I've done to walk past nuisance, threats, and challenges I did not want in my life. It certainly make acceptance difficult for me yet somehow allows me to build self-confidence and prioritize what truly matter. Verbal abuse and bullying did cause me to be fearful, pessimist and shy of my own biological female human body and values, regardless how much I avoid or ignore it. A man I once known lied about everything I said and made nasty jokes that were not true...It was a relationship that didn't happen. He doesn't exist. I never wanted a partner because he tried to get with me first. The painting is a fire blaze along the glacier lake surrounded by mountains and trees outside of my luxury mansion house above ground on a starry sky evening. Fire extinguisher device beside the rocks.